Now is it just me or is the way things use to be has changed

  I asked that question because not too long ago,dating and relationships where different

you would be able to be in a relationship with a person to grow into something beautiful

but now everybody just want friends,no body want a commitment,just have multiple

partners and im sick of it that is why we as black people and all races are dieing from

HIV and guess what condoms are not 100% safe but everybody are not listening to the statics

or going to the hospitals seein nice attractive young people taking medicine for that disease

its out to get us all,ignorance is not a excuse because that disease dont care about no one.

          Today i just realized that i need to start looking at life in a totally new way

i always find myself in situations i dont want to be in and i dont know why i do that

to myself,i cant blame anyone but me and so im dealing with this struggle that is in

my thinking,life to me is a school and if you dont learn the lesson you will fail and have to take

the whole class over,but im seeing that life has it rewards if you apply yourself.see no body owes

us anything and we must overcome whatever is hindering us and trying to stop what potential

that is inside all of us,giving up is easy to do but staying in the fight when you keep getting knocked

down is so hard but that is where your mind has to push you and help you vision what you need to

do.But overall im happy because it's better than being mad or sad i tried those feelings and i

didnt like it so im almost always smiling or in a good mood,why not life seem more positive with a smile

than a frown.Iguess what im saying is keep your head up and stay positive no matter how hard it maybe to

do that.

First i just want to say i love my children and i do my best for them

but sometimes i just need to get away,i son is 6 years old but want to be

26 years old,he have this crazy ideal that he suppose to get his way all the time

my baby boy is so demanding,and act like he know so much.The other day

i took him to the store and we are walking by a couple of girls and he decided to stop

and look at them then turned around like he really had something else on his mind

if you caught my driff,i just laughed because i really didnt expect that from a 1 year old

baby boy.They are funny,and quick to do stuff i told them not to do.WHY?

I know everyone heard that saying before but can money in the bank mean you are happy

no im sure that isnt the case,i want to learn more about people and what makes or what they think makes them happy

see money is not bad,it is up to you to live correctly,how we spend uor mony matters,i want feed back so i can start some

research on this topic.

The internet is a good way to make some money but it doesnt happen overnight

it take time to build a foundation ,watering your seed it important.

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